December 6th, 2005

Security: Time: 09:53 am

my hair is dark! it's pretty tho i think i think i decided i like it. i really like it.

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November 15th, 2005

Security: Time: 11:56 pm

why does this kinds of stuff haveta happen? why do i always have to loose to someone else? why do i always get my hopes up about things and get let down? should i just give up? give up on everything?

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October 17th, 2005

Security: Time: 12:45 am

man. i almost forgot about livejournal. humm. i shoudl update this more often!

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July 24th, 2005

Security: Time: 07:01 pm Current Mood: things. suck.

alright. life kinda sucks right now. i need a new job. i had like a breakdown the other night. crying histarically on jordans shoulder. the whole deal. i'm stressed about getting all my school stuff done. i'm stressed about qualifiying for the apartment. and then the amount of money i have shell out for the place. i'm worried about paying for my car getting fixed. jordan wrecked his truck the other night. really bad accident. Raphael. my turtle died. my mom tried to replace him with another smaller turtle. but Donatello dosent like Leonardo very much. hopfully terrence will hook me up with a free turtle and hell get along with them better. my parents are stressing me out bitching about me never being there to help and whatnot. but i work all the time to pay for all my shit and what time i dont work i'd like to spend with my friends before they all leave! i'm gonna miss all my friends that are leaving. nick got himself into alot of trouble the other night being. himself. and that all really shouldnt bother me. but it dose. it bothers me that his life is goin to shit. and it makes me feel bad that i cant do anything to help him help himself. and ofcrose it's gonna bother me that he went to jail the other night. god. and i still need to pay my ticket. alright. i know i'm bitching. dont think i'm trying to make anyone feel sorry for myself. i'm just venting. blah. things around here need to get better.

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June 26th, 2005

Security: Subject: so take a look at yourself. Time: 09:46 pm Current Mood: blah

so alright. alot has happended since i have been on here last.. i got in a bad car accident. my car is completely un-driveable. but. good news is it shall be fixed in the next couple weeks and for under $1000 b/c my dad is doing all of the work on it. yay. been hanging out with jordan again lately. i realized how much that boy cares about me. and how much fun i have hanging out with him. but no. we are not back together. not as of right now anyways. lauren needs come single time. whoo. also have been hanging out with jessica alot. damn it i love thta girl. we're moving in togehter. isnt that exciting. as soon as my car is up and running we're goin apartment shopping. i miss kels. i cant really go down to miamai now. that shit went down the drain the second i got in the accident. blah. sucks. but what really sucks is that that women isnt even making an effort to come up here. damn it. i know it's 'complicated' but damn.. i'm waiting for jordan to pick me up. beach tomorrow. people should come. we'll be out at 16th like we always are. i'm offocially in love with just hanging out at the beach woth everyone. yea. thats all i can pretty much think of. i'll be back later. maybe.

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June 12th, 2005

Security: Time: 09:48 pm

i got my nose peirced. and it's way cute. tonight is boring. i'm not doing anything.

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June 11th, 2005

Security: Time: 01:14 pm

lords of dogtown was awesome. i mean awesome. it was really good. and i wasnt expecting litle emile hirsch (the star of 'dangerous lives of alter boys') to be in it. i love him. i had fun hanging out with jordan too. it felt really good to see him again.

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June 10th, 2005

Security: Subject: i do miss him. Time: 12:17 pm

so saville last night was eventful. i got kissed. by some random guy while he was walking by. weird. i got called a naughty school teacher and asked if i could tutor a man such as himself. and got groped by shanw. ew. no. i'm kidding. all that did happen. but i had alot of fun. cam was oh so cute. and i just love sara jay. hanging out with jordan today. hopefully. if he dosent haveta work. i'm excited. i miss him. i wanna see him. i mean no i dont wanna go getting back together. but i do wanna hang out. i do miss him alot. we're goin to see Lords of Dogtown. yay. the ornament premier people is wizord of oz. yay. everyone shoudl come to the mall and see us all dressed up in hallmark. how much fun people. Jake Gyllenhaal as Holden, from "The Good Girl." You prefer obsessive guys. Which Unstable Man are you Most Attracted to? brought to you by Quizilla how much fun. i love him and love him in this movie. i love this movie.

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June 5th, 2005

Security: Time: 10:18 pm Current Mood: bored

i. am. so. bored. one of my only 2 days off this week. and i've done nothing. sat on my ass all day and watched tv. how lame. i really want something exciting to happen in my life. i talked to kels about me goin down to miami. whoot. how much fun.

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June 4th, 2005

Security: Subject: i.a.m.b.o.r.e.d. Time: 09:59 pm

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: lauren. Birthday: october 6, 1986. Birthplace: colorado. Current Location: pensacola flordia. Eye Color: blue-ish. Hair Color: blonde-ish. Height: 5'3" Right Handed or Left Handed: right. Your Heritage: polish. The Shoes You Wore Today: my trusty black ones. Your Weakness: giving a certain someone more chances. Your Fears: clowns. Your Perfect Pizza: extra cheese. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: do good in school? Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: cool? Thoughts First Waking Up: what i have to do that day. Your Best Physical Feature: i'm told its my butt. but psssh. Your Bedtime: when i get tired. Your Most Missed Memory: tubing trip last summer. Pepsi or Coke: pepsi. MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonals. Single or Group Dates: depends. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton. Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla. Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino. Do you Smoke: i shouldnt. but i do. everyone had a nasty habit right? Do you Swear: sometimes. Do you Sing: ha. Do you Shower Daily: ofcorse. Have you Been in Love: most definatly. Do you want to go to College: ofcorse. Do you want to get Married: ofcorse. Do you belive in yourself: sometimes. Do you get Motion Sickness: not really. i dont think so. Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes. Are you a Health Freak: not as much as i think i should be. Do you get along with your Parents: my mom. most of the time anyway. Do you like Thunderstorms: not at all. Do you play an Instrument: nope. In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea. In the past month have you Smoked: yea. In the past month have you been on Drugs: yea. In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea. In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i work there. In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: ew. no. In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ew. no. In the past month have you been on Stage: dose graduation count? In the past month have you been Dumped: no. but i've been the dumper. In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: never. In the past month have you Stolen Anything: candy from work. Ever been Drunk: yea. Ever been called a Tease: no. Ever been Beaten up: haha. in a way. Ever Shoplifted: candy from work. i already said that. How do you want to Die: in my sleep. What do you want to be when you Grow Up: no idea. What country would you most like to Visit: amsterdam. In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: blue. Favourite Hair Color: brown. Short or Long Hair: long. Height: taller than me. Weight: skinny. Best Clothing Style: preppy. but yet. not. Number of Drugs I have taken: 1. Number of CDs I own: who knows. Number of Piercings: my ears. i'm getting my nose peirced when liz comes home tho. Number of Tattoos: 1 so far. Number of things in my Past I Regret: i try not to regret. but there is one recent thing i can think of. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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